Have you ever stopped believing in God, then believed again?

I lost my faith, and will never get it back, and for that I'm glad. I missed it a bit at first, then realized that it was just all the childhood conditioning working itself out of my psyche. The longer it's gone, the more clarity I get, and it's wonderful. I could never put the blinders on again. There is too much to learn, too much to discover, and too much to do in the here and now.